These PDF's are not in any particular order except
by category, start with Trauma,Cause & Effect, Abuse, 
Therapy, Article

I labeled Abuse on the ones that you think thats what it was.

I Probably have more, but locating them is a time
consuming process because they are scattered about
on two of my external hard drives.

Please read all of the PDF's

All of these were discussed in my theraphy sessions
and should help you to understand better, if not,
then find a mentor or professor of yours to consult
with and show them all this information on this thumb
drive and ask them to help you.